Ariel's Lament

What if our life spin around the consequences of one and only choice we make? How can we know what do we have to choose between and when we have to choose? Would we know when this time will come? Would we know if this time is already due past and now we only have to suffer the consequences that come from our lack of perception?

Damned in a world that will take away everything that has been good and bringing only more suffering to those that were oblivious of what was really going on in their own life... Are they to be blamed? Are they to be pitied? How can we know if we're not one of them? I know I have made some terrible choices in my life, but... How can I know if any of them was the Choice?

Sometimes, when I'm all alone and all the world around me seem to have forsaken me, I seem to know that my Choice was already made... And I know that I have failed... Is there any chance to correct the past or, even better, choose again, based in what we now know? And even if it's possible, would we know how, what and when to choose again?